Death wish and no longer wish to live. What could possibly be better? Crying, we finally broke through. Jen helped me. She encouraged me, lessened my fear; no PT, no rest. She took a big chance and honored me. She, with one helper, got me walking as far as the cords would allow, sat me down, recovered very quickly, and stayed with me. Eureka! She believed in me, now I believe I'll be recovered.