Mahendren Vijayakumar
April 2026
Mahendren
Vijayakumar
,
SSRN II
Haemodialysis
Haemodialysis Centre Sunway Medical Centre
Sunway City, Subang Jaya,
,
Selangor
Malaysia
His kindness made me feel like a human being again, not just a set of kidneys that aren’t working.
It’s 7:00 am in the dialysis ward, and the hum of the machines and the cold, clinical lights can feel pretty overwhelming. But everything changed when Mahen walked in for the morning shift.

While most people are just starting their day, Mahen arrives with a kind of energy that makes the whole room feel warmer. He doesn’t just walk up to my chair to start the machine; he walks up to me, looks me in the eye, and asks, “How did you sleep?” like he actually wants to know. One thing everyone in the ward knows is that Mahen is incredibly experienced.

For a dialysis patient, the scariest part of the day is often the needles. My veins are quite difficult to find, and in the past, other staff have struggled, sometimes having to try multiple times, which is both painful and stressful. But Mahen has this “magic touch.” He is the only one who can successfully get the needle into my arm on the very first try, every single time. He does it so calmly and skillfully that I don’t even feel the usual anxiety.

Knowing he is the one handling my access gives me such a huge sense of relief. During dialysis, you can feel very stuck. You’re hooked up to a machine for hours, and it’s easy to feel like just another patient in a row of chairs. But Mahen never treats me that way. He knows I get cold during the treatment, so before I even have to ask, he’s already there with a warm blanket he tucked away for me. It’s a small thing, but it shows he’s actually thinking about my comfort.

I remember one morning, specifically when I was feeling really down. My blood pressure was acting up, the machine was alarming, and I just felt like I couldn’t do this anymore. I was frustrated and, honestly, a bit scared. Mahen didn’t just rush over to silence the beeping and walk away. He stayed. He pulled up a stool right next to my chair, so he wasn’t looking down at me, but sitting with me. He talked me through what the machine was doing in simple words—no fancy medical talk—and helped me take a few deep breaths.

He stayed there until my heart rate slowed down and I felt calm again. He even made a little joke about the hospital breakfast to make me smile. That’s the thing about Mahen—he has this amazing way of balancing the serious medical stuff with just being a regular guy who cares. He noticed that I was struggling to reach my water, so he moved my table closer and made sure everything I needed was right there. He even remembered that I like to listen to a specific radio station and helped me get my headphones settled when my hands were shaky.

Mahen’s care changed my whole outlook on these long morning shifts. Instead of dreading the four hours hooked up to the dialyzer, I felt safe. I knew that because of his expertise, my treatment would start smoothly, and if anything went wrong, he was on top of it. But more importantly, I knew that if I was having a hard day mentally, he wouldn’t just ignore it. His kindness made me feel like a human being again, not just a set of kidneys that aren’t working.

Because of Mahen, I left that shift feeling stronger, not just physically, but emotionally. He showed me that a great nurse doesn’t just watch the monitors; they watch the person. He turned a really tough morning into a much better day, and I’m so grateful to have him looking after me. He is a true example of what it means to be a compassionate and highly skilled nurse.